The Getaway

He packed his clothes for a weekend getaway as he felt the pressure from his home life, and he wanted a break.  While he packed, she asked him a thousand questions and while he folded items and placed them into his luggage, he answered her questions.  She sat on the end of their bed and watched him pack but she didn’t dare tell him what she was thinking.   The silence in the room was maddening and yet, he didn’t feel the need to explain anything further with her.  She had been acting rather “needy” all week long and at...

Black Ties

I want to see you laugh I want to see you smile I want to be in your presence If only for a little while I want to bask in your glory I want to hold you tight With a sincere but vicious hug Holding on for dear life I want to follow your lead I want to help you grow I want to be the one That you need, that you want, that you cannot let go (of) I want to be your Queen Saluting to you in all of my submissiveness I want to die with you When...

Just a small dose…

His words meant everything to her As she always thought about him His voice and the things that he said to her He kept his tone even when he spoke to her And he would include a few moments In which phrases of “I love you,” made it all seem real But she knew that he was trapped As his back was sitting against a wall that would never budge A wall that would never give him what he craved…what he needed…what he wanted And so, she kept her illusions to herself as she watched his every move While the...

Puzzles

There are pieces that no longer fit There are pieces that are jagged There are pieces that she will never be able to put together   Because…   There are pieces that require attention There are pieces that should be snug and tight There are pieces that she will never be able to put together   Because…   There are pieces that are ignored There are pieces that require a sensitive hand There are pieces that she will never be able to put together   Because…   There are pieces that are missing There are pieces that are lost and...

Ashes

Some time ago She wanted to forgive To truly let go But negative vibes became too strong Positive moments seemed too good to be true On the verge of wrong   She decided that it was time Time to forgive herself Forgive without any more tears   The trust was once attacked She tried…she tried to get it back The universe said it was time Time to live in order to die   (months later) …   Something moved…moved her heart Fluttered and beat fast The fire began at that moment, at last She rose…rose up from the ashes  ...

“Silence”

The last conversation that she had with him; she was the most vulnerable she had been in a short period of time that their connection took place.  She tried to keep the words to herself but one morning, she had had enough and decided that he should know.  She thought about him too much…all the what ifs…all the maybe this and maybe that, and she found that those thoughts tore her apart.  She kept thinking about the past and how she wished he would have just taken her into his arms and just did away with every single pain that...

Piece of Paper

She waited for a few words But they never came And she decided to hide Stay gone as the words Were all she needed All she wanted Nothing gave her a clue She tried to guess when the words would melt her heart But the syllables never came through So, she kept quiet…almost mute She wished for them Hoped they would shine through But he never wrote them Wrote them down for her And she waited as if a pen would magically appear Take away her tears While folding upon her fears

Vulnerable (from to be continued…)

I can be myself with you My words fall on attentive ears I’m not delicate nor fragile But I am… I can show you how I feel with you About you…worship the ground that you walk on But hide behind closed-locked doors And I am… I can allow myself to be with you And feel secure Smothered in your skin Thick and hard Allowing me room to breath But I am… Your dreams will be about me Faithful and true As long as you don’t find another Because that’s a pain that I can’t heal from You can do damage…to...

Pulsating

Waiting for you Waiting for your words To give me a special type of ease Wanting to lose oneself In a maze that can’t be conquered There is a weakness for you That can’t be tamed Only desire is to come along And scream your name As no one will ever hear We become a complicated pair Allowing our weaknesses to take over We can’t be together…but lovers And we could be…something else Maybe…just maybe Our vibe can be put together as one If you’re willing I’d be vulnerable just for you… (to be continued…)

“Checkmate”

“I want to play a game…a game that I think you may like,” he said. “What game is that?” she asked. “Chess…it’s something that I do in my past time, but I don’t know if you know how to play the game, besides, I’d just win anyway…or maybe I’d let you win,” he said. “I know how to play the game Sir but why would you let me win. Treat me as you do every opponent,” she said. He thought for a moment before speaking again. He thought about how he couldn’t treat her like any other opponent because for...